Wednesday, December 31, 2003

this couple of days nothing much happened... no physical activities and no emotional activities... So theres relly nothing much to write. Merely to write for the sake of writing.

We had a friendly match against yishun sec today but it rained on us. We managed to play for 3 quarters however, and the coach was very very angry. In the end we had to shoot 200 free throws before we could go.Then i went home before going to play basketball.

Thats about all that happened.

Hmmm... next year is coming already. So fast! haven't even enjoyed myself enough yet. But tournaments are starting in about 2 or 3 weeks time, and at the standard we are playing now, i doubt we will manage to achieve our goal. So i resolve to play more basketball during this first few weeks. Then i am gonna study very very hard for the o levels! Easier said than done... I home that i can do these two things...Wait.. this means that i will go out even less, and have even less things to say next time... well, maybe i will talk about bball... hahaha.good night!

Monday, December 29, 2003

nothing physical happened much today... so no liu shuai zhang.

heres a note to a certain friend of mine... you must stead wif the girl you like... not like the girl you stead wif...

note to the girl formerly known as HER.... As can be seen... i wun call you HER anymore.. i will just call you the girl formerly known as HER. you are really very nice and kind and chio and wonderful and beautiful and great to be with... the only flaw that i can find with you is that... You dont like me... but thats fine with me now. Ive come to grips with it. i dont need you by my side...(theres always pristontales) i can not have anything to do with you and not die... but whenever i see you man... Haiz. i will not talk about it...

Ok... so youre damn bloody motherfucking dao... i can live with that... i dont have to msg u without you replying... liddat you will just waste my free messages that i can use to message random handphone numbers.(who will probably reply more often than you)

it doesnt have to be the girl formerly known as YOU. i dont care, flat out cant be bothered with you anymore. you wanna continue with that thing of yours? You know what? go ahead.. i got less tao fish to fry... unfortunately most of the less tao fish are also less good as you[sic]. but i think thats its all in the perspective. maybe youre so high and mighty only cause i liked you. but thats going to change!

even if youre reading this now, which you aren't, you probably couldnt care less... and you know what? fuck you....

Sunday, December 28, 2003

ok... today was really quite fun as i pratically travelled through the entire singapore. I woke up at around 6.30am to go to city hall to meet my friends. Fortunately, my dad did not stop me as yesterday he did not allow me to go for a match because i had a little flu.

Arrived a little late, then went with them to tanah merah(i think) to get to bedok view sec. The girls had a match too at nearby anglican. After our match, we went to watch the gurls and BOY the anglican court is nice man! Semi indoors and with converse banners... and shot clocks and game clocks... Way cool!

After the match, we went to tampines to eat, then walked around TM for a while before getting on the mrt. Then it was the very very very extremely long journey from tampines all the way to WOoDLanDs!!!!Why is tampines pronounced the way it is? it should be pronounced tam-pines, not tam-penis... how strange...

Went to the library wif fren at woodlands and borrowed 2 books, then went home to Bathe, before going out again. This time with parents to china club. This DamN posh place near town. it was on like the 52nd storey and we had to change 3 elevators to get there. the food was FAntastic man!!!

HAHAhha after that fabulous meal, went this time to Lentor to my cousin's place for a christmas party! Had great time laughing like crazy.

Oh boy. Travelled so far and wide today. I really enjoyed it... i think i will do it again as soon as possible. And the best thing? when i came home after an enitre day without going onlne, i found out that NO ONE attacked me in KoC!!!! WooHoo!! WHAT A DAY...

ok... im a little sick of hearing mariah carey's voice everytime i preview this page. Furthermore, christmas is already over liao so i am taking this song off... Maybe i will put something else when i find a nicer song.

Yes! my little snakey is finally eating! ate a lizard's tail yesterday and hopefully the lizard by now...

Thursday, December 25, 2003

Haha, didnt have time to post yesterday as i went to friend's house for christmas party. As expected, they were playing mahjong so i went to watch waterboys. Very funny and lame show. especially the afro guy. Went to sleep laughing like crazy. Then they went to exchange presents. I never knew that just giving presents could be so complicating! First, everyone is given numbers, then the one with '1' will take a present and open. Number 2 now, can choose either to take number '1's present and let him take from the pile, or to take a present from the pile himself. it sounds quite simple until you reach the middle. The middle guy wants to swap, the guy who gets swapped wants to swap too, and this swapping might go on forever. Whaha, finally everybody gets a present except me (coz i didnt bring 1) so we continued watching tv and playing mahjong.

Today, i came home to eat dinner then immediately went out again to sing songs for my late grandfather. Then i went home, and fell asleep! Hahaha, didnt get to go out at all during the christmas time... Now its like, 9? and i really wanna go orchard. But i guess that it cannot be done, so ill just stay at home and blog and blog and watch tv and play KoC and play gunbound and play pristontales... ON CHRISTMAS DAY!!! oh my god...

Oh no!! theres actually supposed to be a friendly match tomorrow. apparrently the coach will only inform those who made it to the school team about it! Oh man!!! I sure hope i get in... please call me... please call me... please call me... the suspense is killing me...

Anyway, happy holidays to all. happy christmas and a merry new year.

Tuesday, December 23, 2003

Oh yes!!! At last!!! Finally have i watched Lord of The Rings the return of the king! What a great show it was, absoultely stupendeous, magnificant, wonderful, super, mind blowing, mind boggling, incredible!!! such an epic ending to such a marvelous, thrilling, enchanting triology. As can be seen, i thought that the movie was very good indeed. Having read the book only makes it better... We went today, to jubilee to watch the movie. Precious.... middle-seats... watched movie, ate prata then went home to do... sigh... homework. Tomorrw's christmas eve. Will i be stuck at home doing ...sigh... more homework? Or will be going out to celebrate? Only time will tell. Gandalf really cool man... Shine torch light, scare birdies away. Dont know why did not bring staff along during final battle. Richard lent me 10 cds of basketball videos. have watched 8 of them so far, i think i can finish 10 by tonight. Assuming that every cd contains 1h of footage, that will mean that i have watched 10h of videos in 24h!!! i spend almost half my time watching videos!!! ain't that cool... Lots of kobe and Vince carter... one cd of each. Wow! i really really dislike A maths now. I have forgotten everything! I have forgotten how to use radi already. ahhhhh die liao...lolz
Ah... if anybody wants to do me a great favour that will just make my day, please click here and press the number that appears... so simple, and you get my eternal gratitude... heh heh heh. You can get my eternal gratitude only once every 24h though, so please come regularly for your dose of my gratitude... I think thats all for today, because i gotta finish my homework if i want to go out tomorrow...

Monday, December 22, 2003

My computer was spoilt yesterday so i was unable to post. No worry, its all right now. So happy! Today we had a match against Ahmad Ibrahim sec... It was actually a draw, so there were no losers... I didn't play so well though, got scoulded... just like normal. hahaha
At last! i am (hopefully for real this time) going to watch lord of the rings tomorrow. Nothing had better crop up man, 4 days after i wanted to watch it...
Sigh~~ i must really do something about it! so i have decide to forget about her!!! HER on the other hand, i've been trying to forget for a while now and know that it is impossible. Both in impossible to forget and impossible to achieve... But if theres one thing to be said it is that she is FU**ing tao!!! very big lah YOU... Dua me... Haiz~ the only thing i can hope for now is that someone will come along and make me forget HER. However, this has not occured for like 2 years now, I really really cannot stand it anymore. If she doesn't want to reply, FINE! If SHE doesn't want to keep in touch, FINE! If SHE doesnt care, FINE! I don't give a FU*k!!! (sorry for the language, but this is exactly what i feel right now, a sense of hopelessness and fustration) which sucks... big time! i don't care anymore! from now on, i wouldn't message HER anymore. What a waste of message. Even messaging my dad is more worth it... i tell YOU ah...ah...ah...erm... nothing... Theres nothing to tell YOU~ Wow... Im really really REally Pissed right now... can't stand it... Whats wrong with me!!?? I very bad issit? Something wrong issit? Not up to your standards??? God dammit! im not going to write any more~!~!~!~!!~!

Saturday, December 20, 2003

Arrgghh!!! Did not watch lord of the rings! Planned to watch, almost went to watch, but other friend was dead set against it. I have no idea why he does not want to watch it. Prehaps he has already watched/is going to watch it with his girlfriend so he does not want to watch it again. Went to ngee ann in the morning to watch match... The Mac at TM is seriously cool man... There are computers and a television. Played KoC then watched Super Duper Sumos while eating fillet o fish.
Girls lost today. According to sandy, they were leading at first by like, ten points, then they lose by around 15? and the opponent's score was 30+?? Whoa... Loss partly due to sucky refreeing, even i can do better!! hahaha
Haiz... Dont know why now a days SHE always does not reply to my messages. Am getting seriously sick of it. I know that SHE is tao but this is way too much. This is downright inconsiderate... Unless SHE reach her message limit (yeah right). more like SHE does not want to talk to me, which sucks big time. So sad man... what with HER being tao and not even getting to watch lord of the rings. What a horrible day!
Anyway, to comfort myself, i played priston tales. I am now level eight!(Big Deal)... I rather SHE message me eight words than i play until level eight. Hell, i will have my spy level go from 10 to 1 if SHE calls me... oh boy... patheticity knows no bounds. No one better read this man... so i will sign off with this quote... "for every word i say to you, hundreds are left unspoken" Ahhhhhhhhhhhh oh my god. This is so... so... pansy... I cannot believe that i am writing that in my blog...oops, too late, i have already hit the 'publish' button... please don't think me a wimp.

Friday, December 19, 2003

Today was, to a certain extent go-mac-and-study day. In the morning i went to McDonald's to eat breakfast and study. In the afternoon, i went to Mac again with my friend for more homework-doing. Im down to 3 maths papers already. Any friends from cedar or catholic high willing to help? Coz i have their papers to do. So thats all i did today and you know how much work i got done? 1 composition, 1 journal entry and 1 maths paper. Sounds kind of pathetic huh? But i spent a whole day doing it. Thanks to my short attention span, i have to stop every 45 minutes or ill start fidgeting and walking around.
Oh Yes!!! tomorroy, the girls have a basketball match in ngee ann. this means that there will not be a coach in school. Which means that there will be no one to supervise us. Which means that there will be no 'training'! Which means that i can go to watch LORD OF THE RINGS!!!
Oh boy! i am so excited. After all the rave reviews i finally get a chance to watch the movie. I wonder if i have enough money...
Sigh~ chirstmas leads to presents leads to me shopping leads to me being broke- but wait! why have i reached the last step first??? I cannot afford presents. Im sorry everyone, unless i share or something. Especially sorry to HER and her and all other possible hErs and HeRs... likky is flat broke. he spent his last two dollars on a McPepper burger and his last 50 cents on some cheese pancake...
I apologize for the cheesy writing as there really isn't much to write about today.

Thursday, December 18, 2003

Just uploaded a song on to this page. Thank you celest... Anyway, i really really like this song. i first heard it in love actually when the girl sing in the concert. So funny... That movies really great too, especially that song at the beginning... I feel it in my finger, i feel it in my toes... Christmas is all around us, i gotta let it snowouwww
WoW!!! todays training is damn shack man!!! see ahz... run 8 rounds 30 push ups, 30 sit-ups and 30 jumping as usual... Then tattoo tells us to touch the board 50 times!!! with both hands!!!!! Oh my god, i nearly died. Thats not all. In the end still got 4 folds den more board touching (45 times this round). Sheesh! what a killer. The 3 on 3 was fun though, but i can't seem to find the right way to do things...

In other news, today was a great day for my handphone. Its never been so happy before. Big thanks to jiawei and vanessa for msging me and keeping me company and to HER also alebit to a lesser extent. Some of my friends have already watched lord of the rings! Am sooo jealous... why not me? Can't wait to watch. But is it really worth the trouble to squeeze with the crowds when i can wait a few weeks and watch it more comfortably?

Went to boardwalk at Changi today, was raining (poor shoes) but view was nice (lucky contact lenses). Well, thats all for now, until later, have a nice day, and see ya! esp you and YOU... hahahaha

Wednesday, December 17, 2003

Sigh..... As mentioned before, no one messaged me. this means no contact wif her and HER!!! she said that she was over her plan limit but SHE probably isnt, just as tao as ever. Theres probably no point in it all coz SHE probably doesnt give a damn. she on the other hand, i might have a chance, but i myself don't know what the hell I want... confusing isnt it?
Howdy to all those who reads this blog. Well, this is my first blog, and im not too sure what i am supposed to type, but im guessing i'll just type in any interesting things that happen today. Hopefully, someone will stumble upon this page and take some sort of intrest in my pathetic life. Hahahahaha. Like anyone will do that.

Well, today i actually managed to do some homework. Now instead of a hugepile of homework, i merely have a big pile of homework to finish. I went to orchard though, and bought two shirts and a pants. All of them white. Hahaha, now i'll be afraid to get them dirty. I guess these can be considered as my christmas shopping except that i will probably have to wear it for new year too. Theres someone selling those funny puzzles outside ngee ann city and when you solve a certain puzzle, he will give you a pencil as a prize. The bad news is that the pencil cannot be used to write, fortunately, the pencil is a puzzle in itself. (the secret is in the plastic bag). No ones messaging me on my handphone today. I am soooo disappointed. c'mon guys, i just bought a handphone! Its the greatest thing to happen to me and now no one messages me!!?? i simply cannot believe it.