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The thing about thinking beyond the boundaries is realising that there lies unlimited possibilities out there. With an infinity of infinity stretched out beyond you, its impossible to tell if you are moving or not.



I used to think that knowing a person's past, a person's family and upbringing was enough to know a person for anyone. That's not true for some i guess.



To set boundaries just so you'ld know that you are moving.



A whirling mess of contradictions. You wish you could step back to see the big picture. There isn't one. Go back to your whirling mess or stay for eternity with all the knowledge, but none of the whirling.

Nature abhors a vacume. Diffuse next time.



If you can discern what I am saying, you shouldn't be so quick to say you don't know me next time.

my fault.

Have I mentioned that I failed my driving test? With 44 points and an immediate failure? Nervous la.

No matter the trouble it brings

Have you ever daydreamed, and in your flight of fancy, deserted your earthly body and became nothing more than a floating cloud of awareness? You could drift wherever you wanted to, see whatever you want to see from an eagle eye's view. Your mortal worries concern you no more and theres nothing in the world but you, you and that beautiful landscape you see unfolding before you.

That's what diving is like.

Just finning along watching the reef unfold, changing your course only to pursue a darting cuttlefish, or a school of barracuda, or a wise old turtle flapping through the sea. Gaping in wonder and amazement at the multitiude of life that the reef is teeming with. Being nothing short of astonished at the number of fishes that school together, swimming in perfect harmony and synchrony.

That's what diving is like.

The accomodation may have sucked, the bunks may have been too reminiscent of army and the orange juice may be too diluted, but just the serenity and pleasure that diving brings is enough to put everything negative out of your mind.

Add that to the list of things that I have got to do
1: Kayaking
2: Wakeboarding
3: Windsurfing
4: Diving
5: Rockclimbing

Its not in order of preference! Each of these is a totally different experience which all happen to be beautiful. Kayaking brings you on an expedition, Wakeboarding brings you thrills, Windsurfing brings you satisfaction, Rockclimbing brings you to the edge of your willpower and Diving brings you out of this world.

Man, I'm tired. So tired. Fall asleep while scuba diving tired. But I'm not sleeping, I'm buzzing, buzzing with something that just happened. It involves today's date and a handphone. Can you guess what it is? And will I answer if you ask? Only if you're close.

Ok, buzz aside, this has been so far, and is going to be, a very busy month.
Got a diving trip to tioman on the 10th.
Got to plan a halloween party on the 31st.
Got my driving test on the 18th which I'm going to try to pass after at most 2 sessions in the circuit.
Got to conduct a freaking range on the 17th.
Got to show aussie guys around on dates that clash with the previous two items. Serious schedule conflict.
Got to think of a way to make more money.
Got to find a way to stop global warming, halt the melting of ice glaciers, prevent the destruction of large swarthes of Amazon rainforests by loggers, reduce the acidification of lakes and rivers in europe, find a cheap alternate source of energy that is readily available, stop the extinction of various species of animals due to habitat destruction.
And all of that's in addition to the 'carpe diem' life I'm leading right now.

I'd better get some rest over the rest of the week or I'm going to run out of spontaniety.

Do you believe in fate? If you do, you believe in fairy tales too. You're not alone.