Tuesday, April 19, 2005

Hai. School kinda sucks now. There are make up lectures from wednesday to friday, not that I have attended any so far, my record was half a physics lecture. The teacher is making me do homework on topics on which I have never been taught before. I guess I will have to read the notes myself and try to crap my way through. Best of all, I just got back my bio test. Guess how many points I got? 4/20. Hooray. The entire class got like 15+. Abit the sad sia. Aiya, guess thats what I get for not memorising the model answer.

Speaking of which, I feel no remorse whatsoever for not memorizing the answer. To me, the only regret I have is that of not studying properly for the essay test. I think that it is totally pointless to memorize the model answers as this does not show a true understanding of the topic. However, biology is a stupid subject such that the whole point of it is to memorize everything.

That is why biology is my worst subject. I thought that I can study something which requires me to think in JC like lit, but NO, the fucking school HAD to put me in triple science. Triple science... the mere sound of that two words is enough to send chills down my spine. Subject combination of choice for assorted nerds and dweebs and retards. Hmm, I seem to be shooting myself in the leg here.

Anyway the point is that I have been in three triple science classes and I have never really liked any of them. I always seem to end up in classes that are totally not my style. I am not one for mugging, I don't like to study. I do not get a great sense of achievement from doing all my work, just maybe a sense of relief, and I have a life. Of course now that I am in triple science the life part is totally gone.

My shedule these days seem to consist solely of going to school, sleeping in class, and going home to play dota. Dota is like the one thing I have left to live for. Not even basketball because I only begin next season. So sad right?

Oh god I need a life! I think that I am going to die! Even my typing is suffering. I think whatever I am typing makes no sense whatsoever.

The worst thing of all is that after all this, when I decide to get a life, maybe go to town or something, guess who can go with me? Yup, you guessed it!

In case you did not, I am not going to say the answer out anwyay so haha!

The budgie is all grown up now. It flies around the house when I let it out such that I have to close all doors and windows before releasing it. It likes to stand on people's head, and still shits as much as ever. Luckily, never both at the same time. I still do not have a name for it. Hmm, maybe something like yi shuo? LOlz...

Maybe if I had stayed in Trigoda Jawapico things would have been different. Maybe I would enjoy myself there. Maybe I would be able to take the subjects I want and not what the school wants. Maybe I would be in the school team and get a free medal. Maybe I should just shut my gap. Whats done is done I guess and theres nothing to do about it except to have no regrets and to go on. So be it!

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Wednesday, April 06, 2005

Have I mentioned that I am in VJC now? I'm not quite sure because I haven't posted in a long time. Anyway.

I HAVE A NEW COMP! Horray! Finally after so long I have a com! Its like, 2.4 times faster than my old comp. I know that, because my old com was 1GHZ and my new one 2.4. Duh.

Dota is now a breeze. I am now the one who has to wait for other people to load while i stare at the 'waiting for other players' screen. But my father abit the what la. New comp only he go and install yahoo messenger and infect my screen with all the adware. Haiz, hope this computer does not go to the dogs like my previous one. Oh well, theres like a whole damn lot of things to catch up with in VJ and I think that I better hurry up and go mug. Haha. Till next time!

Maybe I will talk about my new budgie the next time I blog! Its Soooooo cute!!