Its eleven and I've got a maths test tomorrow. I should either be studying or sleeping but I'm doing neither. Thats because I've got a bone to pick. But is it safe to say it here? How many people do I know read this thing? What if I say something wrong? will I get hauled off? Theres no freedom in here.

Anyway, the thing thats got me puzzled is this whole new age christian thing. You probably know someone near you who is one, maybe you yourself. So please do not get offended with whatever I say here. If you don't like it, please please be my guest and don't read it. Anyway, as I was saying, everyone probably knows a few of them. Those are the people who have cell groups, who cluster around a guitar and sing hymns and who like have all those songs by hillsongs and such stuff in their ipods. Its almost become a new culture. A new hip, if you may. Cool to be christian. I guess its the whole image revival thing thats going on with the speak good mandarin campaign as well. You know, hua yu cool!

These are people so artifically devoted to their religeion that it gets kind of irritating. It seems as if they've got no life (this is NOT a personal attack) and thery seem to keep, well, praising the lord. Well, I'm sure that the Lord knows that he's great. Him being divine and all and perfectly good probably means that he is humble right? coz humbleness? is a virtue. He really probably does not want people like just praising him for the sake of it all the time you know. The way these people are acting is as though he is some pagen god that will be appeased if you slather your praises on him and make him happy. And if he's happy, he'll grant you your wishes or something.

I'm not done. But I've gotta go sleep. Divine intervention i guess... night! (p.s. God, if you're reading this, please don't think I hate You)

Sad sad week. Wednesday, Thursday and Friday was the stupid SPA days, and guess what? I got this amazing fever that refuses to go away. Its been 4 days now. Go the hell away! I swear, this has got to be the longest fever I ever had! Thank god theres no training. Thats because theres common test next week. Not an improvement at all. Basketball camp during the holidays! On my birthday somemore. Like that how to enjoy my 18 birthday???

Nothing much to say. Too busy anyway. Vday was kind of stupid. Had gym then had some sort of guys party at Carl's Jr. Looked at all the happy couples and feel like dying. Got lots of candy though. Then lost all the stamina ever built up through tobelone bars and other yummy stuff.

Never gave any gifts to anyone at all. As was my usual tradition. As far as I remember, the only things I have ever given as special valentine's day gifts are a box of Hershey's almond nuts which I bought from seven eleven and a bookmark I bought from suntec. Amazingly, none was during HER time.

Anyway, vday kinds of make you start thinking about stuff, and stuff, and stuff. Seriously man, you gotta have good friends to hang out with you on vday or some sort of computer game to distract you or you'll go nuts. Thankfully I've got great friends with whom we can share our loneliness. Haha.

Anwyay, I think no hope already la. Leppy bought stuff for everyone and was giving it around. Then Aguin's friends kind of teased her, and she just very hurriedly took it and walked away. I'm no expert but I believe that Leppy does not stand much chance with Aguin. See, if she didn't like him, then she will feel shy when her friends teased her about it, so since she cannot easily decline the present because Leppy is giving it out to everyone, she will try to avoid eye contact and get it over with right? If she, on the other hand, did, she would have at least said thank you. Or something.

Hmmm. Theres something happening between the avian and the bovine. Seems birds have started producing milk!

Don't you just adore the way these team talks motivate you into deluding yourself? I think its just amazing what the powers of suggestion can do.

Damn... Fucked... Up!

Anyway, finally got my new basketball shoes. A very nice gay RED colour. Seems most of my basketball shoes are that hue. My shoe size is getting smaller and smaller. Now its something like UK 9. Which is US 10? Anyway thank goodness I didn't wear it for training today, coz its total defence day! Yup, whole training doing defence stuff. Slide here slide there. Saved myself a whole lot of money! Still have not bought all the stuff I wanted to buy.

I'm going to think of something interesting to say in 3... 2... 1... Seafood soup at bedok is good! Oh wait! Heres something. Tomorrow is Surf n sweat, the same day as my cousin's wedding. Which means I will not be going for the race thing after all. Now the only question is, should I go and collect the goodie bag? I know for a fact that theres going to be lots of cool stuff inside but is it worth going all the way there in the morning just to get the bag? Hmmm. this is a tough descision that requires sound economics knowledge of which I have none.

Lets see, 10 bucks for the registration fee, 3 for the tickets. Get magazine, keychane, chips, drinks cool shirt. As opposed to 10 bucks for registration fee, get nothing and sleep late. Thats a toughie! I'm gonna sleep on that.

Oei, don't be like that leh! You know this will totally destroy any chance there may be. Dammit la, I can see my life flashing before my very eyes. No no no 3wanswers! For the love of god! I give up on girls!