Wow. Projet work is stressful business. One would think that a week is more than enough to prepare an oral presentation. Turns it was just barely enough. We were rushing till the last minute. Fortunately the rehersal went relatively well. i still need more practice though, and some spekers spoke for too long. But I'm sure we can do it!

My bird is much much better now! Some feathers have grown back so the broken bone is not so obvious anymore. Shes also more relaxed now and not as defensive as before. But she will still sometimes go into fits though. Sigh. I can't wait for her to be totally well, but I do not know if such a day will come. According to the doctor she will permanantly have one short wing. I can only hope her weird tempermant will not be permanant.

Sweet! I didn't screw up my OGL interview after all. I got in! Now I will be fully occupied during the holidays. Basketball, OGL, SPCA hopefully and studying. Thats right! I'm gonna study during the holidays man! Shocking sia.

I'm NOT going take S papers, no matter what you say. Call it lazy or inambitious or whatever you want! I am going to decide my future, not some pansy company that gives out scholarships and bonds you to them. If there is no job security so be it! I will tread my own path. I am very very certain there is more to life than just grades! I do not want to be under pressure by any comapany or whatever to constantly do well. I want to do well on my own accord. If I cannot go overseas to study veteneriary so be it. There are other fields open for me. Anyhow, I'm writing this now incase I regret not taking s paper in the future...

Monday is my chinese exams. I'm procrastinating agian. Dragged it on for a week already. Now I only have two days left to go for it. I can do it!

I know its tough on you. You must be strong. We are behind you all the way...

Oh no! This is terrible! My budgie has been attacked! Although she is alive now, one of her wing is broken. It happened some time during the night while I was staying over at my friend's house. I came home in the afternoon only to find my brother taking care of the injured bird. There were feathers strewn all over the place and even stuck to one side of the cage, probably where she struggled. Her wing was broken and it was just hanging there. The vet had said that if he were to sew the wing, the budgie would probably just pull the stitches out, so he just clipped away some feathers and left the wing as it was. Oh well, hope she gets better soon!

School is starting again! I do hope that I haven't failed anything!

WooHoo! Finally! After one week of brain numbing, stress inducing, headache causing exams, the torture is over! And not a moment too soon either. I've been having this bloody migrane since wednesday!

Anyway, the papers were not that hard, at least I feel like I have a real chance of passing everything this time. Hopefully I wouldn't fail my essay this time, I actually took the effort to write two pages! thats practically double my usual input. Furthermore, I sacrificed my usual candid style to write in this serious, analytical manner, which is not the least bit fun. Anyway, I had either not enough or just barely enough time to finish all my papers, which either means that I have alot to write and thus will do well or that I haven't studied well enough and am taking too much time to think.

On friday, had my great wonderful post exam celebrations! Went to orchard with my class, and saw TONs of zhss people. By zhss I meant that they were from zhss last time. AJ f maths had their last paper that day too. SA and Zhonghua itself also had its last paper! So there really were alot of zhss people. Wahaha! Watched corpse bride, which I think was a nice show! Emily the corpse bride was actually quite pretty. In fact, I think she was more of a looker than the guy's living wife. After that I went to deliver my hard made gift to its recipient. I put quite abit of thought into it too man, hope you like it. Then went to play basketball, then went to andy house to watch the last episode of fa yi X dang an! Then took a cab home and played dota till 4am.

Whew! So song! But I think I kinda lost my enthusiasm for dota. So sad.

What do I want to be when I grow up? I haven't the faintest idea. But i feel like it should have something to do with animals. Hmmm, maybe a zoo cage cleaner? Or a vet? Or Jeff Corwin? Or Steve Irwin? the possibilities are boundless.