Today I shall present likkhian's theorem. I'm doing this in case I forget it in the future and shall thus immortalise it in my blog.

It states that any 2n+1 number of consecutive numbers can be divided by 2n+1 to get a whole number.

Cool ain't it? And it works too! Like 1+2+3 is 6, which is divisible by 3 to give 2.

Anyway, tomorrow the girls are playing against RJ at CCAB. Apparrantly, our teacher in charge is not able to make it so TYH is going. There also was some issue going on. Apparrantly he wanted the friendly to be held indoors and with refrees. Obviously he has never really organised basketball friendlies before. Maybe soccer friendlies hire refrees but basketball definitely doesn't. We believe in respect and friendlyness. Well, he intended for VJ to pay for the booking of the court while RJ paid for the refrees. But RJ has no budget, so its kind of bouncing around. They wanted to delay the match till all the weird stuff are settled but the court is already booked so guess they will play after all.

It really sucks when the sport you are in is not supported by the big shots. I've felt it both in Zhss and VJ. In Zhss, it was that retarded THP who closed the guys basketball team right after we won the South zone gold and were top eight in nationals. Hell, we even beat the n.o 2 team that year. If not for our sucky grouping we would have probably done even better. Totally no respect for the team at all. That bitch even said that our win was a fluke. Hell, ask her if a 13 game winning streak is a fluke dammit, her precious volleyball gets top four every year only becuase there are only 5 freaking teams in south zone! You know how many teams there are for basketball? Actually I have no idea too, but by the fact that we have to play 10 games to finish the competition calculates to roughly 20 schools. In VJ the discrimination is slightly more subtle I guess, such as denying appeals into the team.

Some might say that its the same all around. But I have known the experience when basketball is the favoured sport. In TJ, the head coach is also the P.E HOD. The support we receive is immense. The players feel respected, they fell confidence, and it shows in their results. TJ: National Champs.

Actually, basketball is sorta bigger in Zhss than in VJ. Everybody in Zhss knows the basketball team. We are like the kings! No one messes with us! Wahaha.

Its getting late. Good luck for tomorrow.

I ain't got no life. Thats a double negative, which means that I do got a life! Yeah right. Nothing new, Training on Monday (dang, I still cant touch the rim), gym today. Real killer. Can't even type in complete sentences now.

Thursday's training is at CCAB. Coz the girls are having a match at 1 I think. I will definitely be there to watch. Thats because they are playing against RJ! And RJ has the who! Haha, I want to watch the who play! Oh boy.

You know how sometime you feel like you are on the edge of something? Like you're going up the log ride at escape and its slowly going up the slope going 'clank clank, clank clank' and you know that you are probably going to get wet and youre not sure if you should take the ride after all? Yea, I feel just like that. On the edge! Horribly exciting and entertaining I'm sure. But I'm hesitating, because of ... stuff. Once bitten, twice shy. Yi zhao bei she yao, shi nian pa jing shen. Guess, I'm just not ready to take the plunge. Because thats whats it is. A plunge, which no hope of going back to where you were before. Either you spread your arms and find you have wings, or you crash and hit the cold hard rocks at the bottom. Or, you could try to be and idiot like me and try to swim upstream until your arms become fatigued and you cannot do anything but just give up hope and die. Yes, see if you dare to take the plunge again after that happening to you.

So ironic, someone who wants love and yet is afraid of it. Knowing the flip side, having felt it, but yet dreaming of the good side. Its different now, definitely not easier, but the fear of the dark side is so much more real. I'm torn! Someone give me a sign! Please!

Sometimes, all they want is comfirmation.

As if we would know that. But sometimes I guess guys just don't get the hints that they put out. In this case, there is nothing that they can do unless you dare to tell them outright 'Say you love me!' But then again, this will probably not make you feel much better because you want him to say on his own accord. So you continue hinting him in the hope that he will get it someday. Well, depending on the guy, you could either fail miserably or succeed miserably.

But I seriously suggest tt you actually are a couple before expecting him to say that he loves you. I'm sure he does, but don't expect him to say it at this stage. So eager! But he is a lucky guy though!

Speaking of which, I don't seem to be getting much of that now a days, who stole my luck? Please give it back! I'm so sad. Well, waddaya know, I'm in a bad mood. Anyone know any remedies?

Just a little bit, just a little bit more, just a little bit higher, just a little bit stronger, just a little bit faster.

Harry Potter on saturday! I'm gonna be broke! Chalet money, still eat ajisan today. Haha, but I shall be strong and not use the fifty bucks that is in my wallet, Yusof Ishak smilling to me every time I open it, the scent of five ten dollar notes permeating the stinky sweaty leathery wallet. Damn, I'm gonna keep that money tonight!

Our theme this year for orientation is superheroes. My league has the power of.. Oracle. So I guess we can predict the future. I predict that I will not feel like writing after this sentence and will thus terminate this post prematurely.

Basketball is a killer! I have training every single day of the week. But I guess its all for the better. I'll probably spend all my time at home playing computer games otherwise. I went to watch the Perth Wildcats against some Bullets. Not a bad match. There was a good looking girl there too. She usually does not wear specs but she was wearing it tt day. Haha, but too bad she doesn't know me.. Awww, well, pw is over but I am still so goddammed tired. ZzZzZz