Sunday, March 07, 2004

we won 60-46 against peicai yesterday. Its really great that we won and all and we will be facing saint andrews but for the first time in my life i never play in the match. Its really really fustrating coz i know that i could do it but i just did not have the opportunity to do it. Well, at least i can say that i dont even need to play we can win liaoz. Thats scant consolation to me... Haiz... if only i can play more. But i dont really look forward to playing against SAS though. With peicai, its much easier coz their center is shorter and i can just keep trying to draw foul. With SAS, they are so damn tall that they dont really have to bother to jump...

Well, whats over is over, and there is much to do. Nationals coming after finals, after holiday and my birthday is also coming soon! this coming saturday is it. However, i think that there is training on that day so i don't know how i am goiing to celebrate my birthday. Maybe i will just go home and sleep.... sigh~

What should i do when i leave school? Hopefully, i can go to a JC. But i have no idea which one i want to go to. Anderson JC was one of my first choices but i have been hearing from my friends that it really sucks there. I dont want to go to nanyang JC either 'coz the uniform sucks. That leaves me with no JCs in mind. Maybe i will follow cloud and go TJC but i really do not know if i can get in. Hell, i dont even know where TJC is. Victoria i like, but its so bloody far. Haiz~~~ really no place to go. Maybe i will just end up in poly and i dont need to bother about it after all.

Should i continue with basketball after i leave school? Thats another thing i am pondering.. Its not that i am that great, so maybe i should join something else like rock climbing? Haha. That will be lots of fun.

Its now 12am... I dont know why but i can type more at night. I have a LOT of things to get ready for tomorrow. Starting with the tests, i have chinese and emaths test and vocabulary test on monday. 6 more kes of ting xie on tuesday. Bball finals on wednesday. Chem test and 2 more tingxie on thursday. Hey! at least my friday is free. Oh no! my plan to study 4 cheng yus per day is starting to fall apart. by tomorrow, i have to study twelve more just to keep up with my standard. But i already have to study the equvalent of 12kes of ting xie for the coming week. Do i really have the strength to study these words? I really don't think so. Maybe i will just study four words a day during weekdays. Perhaps its better that way.

Hmmm. don't know why but im not feeling really happy now. Maybe coz i am listening to sad music or because no one is talking to me. Soooo lonely...

Sometimes you keep trying to buy a flaming arrow. But people keep banging you before you have enough money to buy it. Sometimes when you think that you have suddenly bought it, the flaming arrow is suddenly saboed and is gone. But you always seem to have 167799 gold. So you hold out hoping for the next turn. But come next turn, you only have 16700 gold. I seems like you are just not fated to buy the flaming arrow. Maybe, Just maybe, there is no point in buying the flaming arrow after all. Maybe, just Maybee you should just buy 2 steeds. But you see that your next turn is coming again, and you think, allright, one more time, lets try to get the arrow. Yes!, you buy the arrow. but a second later you find that it has been sabotaged. Now you are broke and arrowless. Your heard bleeds for that lost. You are not even in the mood to buy a knife. Looks like you will finally stop harping about the arrow right? Wrong, One day later, you are on the brink of buying the arrow again. And the cycle continues and continues. Every round you go through you feel sadder and more like forgetting it. But then you think 'wah! flaming arrow'!!! and there you are again....

Too bad i don't KoC now... i really have not much to do online. Hey! next turn coming. ...... .... ... .... ...

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