Can I skip the sad, heart wrenching part where I morn for the passing of my idol after learning of his demise when I turn on the computer right after watching one of his shows? I can try. Well, what has happened has already happened and I could not believe it at all when I first heard about it. Whenever people ask me what I want to be when I grow up, I say that I want to study veterianary science but in my mind my dream job is something closer to what he has. After all is said and done I guess I am actually happy for him. No one else gets to live my dream.